So -
...we are this close to being home owners.
Tomorrow we do the walk through and Friday is the closing.
Yikes.
Movers come next week, although we have until the end of the month to complete the move.
Things are moving along, but today I had a mild anxiety attack. I have been stressed, nervous, extremely worried, etc. before, but this was different. I suddenly felt shaky and extremely unsettled. It is so hard to describe. It was not triggered by anything in particular. I could not specify what the anxiety was about - it was just there. It lasted about five minutes and then it was gone. I was back to my usual levels of worry, stress, and anxiety.
I hope I never have one of those again.
I must say, that the two most unhealthy things I have done in my life are:
1. Write a dissertation.
2. Buy a house.
I guess the ends justify the results, but my body sure has paid a price for it.
It is going to be an intense couple of days...I hope I survive.